Grateful

Last year at this time I was gonna get fired by the end of the week for my attitude. I was drinking at 7 in the morning by then and on the job. Today I have no shame of this event, and am humbled by it. Today I have another chance, working for a corporation that knows I am a sober member of AA. I was here only 2 months when I told my supervisor I was leaving the next day and why. That was my first experience of letting someone, besides Mitch, know the truth. I received support, and to my surprise, they wanted me, a drunk, a selfish and self centered jerk, to come back.

~ I am grateful today for this job
~ For Alexis and Mel, I laughed so much with you. I love u women
~ For Mel's SIA meeting, it allows me to give back and support her
~ Eating 4 slices of pizza yesterday and not having any guilt or thought to get rid of it
~ Actually being happy and content during my first sober Holiday season, I made it and had a grand time!
~ My animals, except when Nic got too happy and squirted us with anal glands. Yuck!
~ A second chance
~ The blogging community and HNT

I just bought a new laptop this morning with my own money. I don't owe anything! She comes in 2 days. I love Apple. I like pretty things that cost a lot of money -- yes, I am a sick being!